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I wish i could have found myself today, but I only found a part. A part that smiles, A part full of glee. A part that may have been missing form me. But I sit here and I have done nothing more than think. Every now and then took a sip from my drink. A soda in a brown glass. I fave found joy in nothing at all. But I guess that's what matters. What matters the most, is at least my happiness isn't a ghost.

Right now my mind is in a very dark place. It is not a place I want to be. It scares otheres when I am in the mood I am in but I think it scares me even more. I know more than anyone of what I am capable of doing when I am like this. Others just see the surface of the hate and pain I can and will cause. I have no remorse or no feeling. I see hate and rage. I want to see blood. To be hones I want to see some one hurt, someone suffer. I even kind of want to see death.